{"id":373,"date":"2013-03-17T10:49:41","date_gmt":"2013-03-17T10:49:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yasasintohumlar.org\/?p=373"},"modified":"2013-03-17T16:21:40","modified_gmt":"2013-03-17T16:21:40","slug":"gunesli-bir-haftasonunda-tohumlar-icin-kosmak-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/?p=373","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcne\u015fli bir haftasonunda tohumlar i\u00e7in ko\u015fmak ~2"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ge\u00e7en kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden<\/a>\u00a0devam edelim, madem.<\/em><\/p>\n

Not: Foto\u011fraflar i\u00e7in Bu\u011fday dostu \u00c7a\u011flar \u0130nce’ye \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcrler!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fcne , “Yar\u0131\u015f sabah\u0131 \u015funu yemek, bundan uzak durmak laz\u0131m” uyar\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n bol oldu\u011fu bir kahvalt\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131k. Uyar\u0131lar yerindeydi tabi, ve bendeki\u00a0\"\"<\/a>etkisi bir s\u00fcredir uzak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m-ama bu aralar geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm “d\u00fczenli ve hatta a\u011f\u0131r spor yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnlere” d\u00f6nmek \u015feklinde oldu.<\/p>\n

Akl\u0131ma macera yar\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n serin sabahlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fa haz\u0131rlanan sporcular\u0131n -kimi gergin ve odaklanm\u0131\u015f, kimi rahat ve g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen- y\u00fczlerini, ufak ko\u015fu \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6\u015felerine s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lan m\u00fcslilerini, bir k\u00f6\u015fede yap\u0131lan son tak\u0131m strateji toplant\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 getirmi\u015fti san\u0131r\u0131m, bu muhabbet.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da, Runtalya’dan “Evet, d\u00fczenli spora yeniden d\u00f6nmek laz\u0131m!” diye b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k ve istekle d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f olmamam\u0131n sebeplerinden biriydi belki de, o sabah beni h\u0131nz\u0131rca g\u00fcl\u00fcmseten “onu ye-bunu yeme” muhabbetleri.<\/p>\n

Kahvalt\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan son haz\u0131rl\u0131klar, geceyi bir TaTuTa \u00e7iftli\u011finde ge\u00e7iren dostlar\u0131m\u0131zla “do\u011fru yerde” bulu\u015fmak i\u00e7in yap\u0131lan telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeleri ve ko\u015funun ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131 yere do\u011fru uzanan asfalt yolu, gittik\u00e7e artan bir heyecan duygusuyla ad\u0131mlamaca…<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0130tiraf edeyim, Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m’c\u0131lar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 bir kez daha \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131 beni o an. Hemen \u00f6nceki gece, o koca salonu doldurduklar\u0131na tan\u0131k olmama ra\u011fmen hem de, “ne kadar da b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m, ne kadar da \u00e7o\u011falm\u0131\u015f iyilik i\u00e7in ko\u015fanlar” diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131\u015f ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 noktas\u0131nda birbirimizi bulamad\u0131k bir s\u00fcre. Ama yine de Bu\u011fday camias\u0131 olarak bir-iki foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirebildik, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ftan \u00f6nce. Eksikler-gedikler var, biliyoruz.”Kusura bakmay\u0131n, bulu\u015famad\u0131k ='(” demekten ba\u015fka \u015fey gelmiyor elden, affedin.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Yar\u0131\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben, Berkay ve Mehmet beraber ad\u0131mlad\u0131k bi’ s\u00fcre. Bu arada Berkay’a \u00f6zel bir te\u015fekk\u00fcr: Odadan aceleyle \u00e7\u0131karken \u00e7ipimi unutmu\u015ftum ve ama ne kadar s\u00fcrede ko\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 merak ediyordum, Berkay da sa\u011folsun \u00e7ipini bana verdi.<\/p>\n

Ahmet Berkay Atik ad\u0131na ko\u015ftum yani bi’ anlamda, Runtalya’y\u0131 =)<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 y\u00fcz metre sonra Berkay ve Mehmet’e d\u00f6n\u00fcp, “Ben gidiyorum” dedim. Nereye gitti\u011fimi bilmiyordum, sorsalar s\u00f6yleyemezdim. Sadece uzun zamand\u0131r oldu\u011fum gibi, nereye gitti\u011fimi bilmekten \u00e7ok sezmeye g\u00fcvenerek, gittim.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

“Yol” Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131mc\u0131larla doluydu. Genci, ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131, kad\u0131n\u0131, erke\u011fi, \u00e7ocu\u011fu… Yava\u015f yava\u015f ad\u0131mlayan\u0131, iyi bir tempo tutturmu\u015f gideni. Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m’c\u0131lar\u0131 di\u011fer ko\u015fuculardan ay\u0131ran bi’ g\u00fczel formalard\u0131, bi’ de y\u00fczlerde farkl\u0131 bi’ g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, g\u00f6zlerde farkl\u0131 bi’ \u0131\u015f\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en iyi ko\u015fular\u0131ndan birini yapt\u0131m. Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m’\u0131n kuruldu\u011fu seneki Avrasya Maratonu’ndan beri ko\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m (arada kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m macera yar\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saym\u0131yorum – onlarda saatler s\u00fcren dayan\u0131kl\u0131l\u0131k ve psikolojik diren\u00e7tir zira, mesele – bir de tak\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131nla kurdu\u011fun “muhabbet” tabi). Yar\u0131\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcmeden bitirsem b\u00fcy\u00fck ba\u015far\u0131yd\u0131 benim i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Ama ben ko\u015ftum. Kimseyle de\u011fil, safi kendimle, ve korkular\u0131mla, ve \u00e7ekincelerimle, ve varolu\u015fumla yar\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yar\u0131\u015fmak da de\u011fildi bu, bir y\u00fczle\u015fme s\u00fcreciydi. Ayd\u0131nlanma saatiydi.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Neredeyse tam bir saat s\u00fcrd\u00fc ko\u015fmam, 59 dakika 5 saniye – yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorsam.<\/p>\n

Bitti\u011finde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemem biraz daha doygundu. “Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m” yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bi’ \u015feyleri hat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana yine ve yeniden.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra bol muhabbet, uzun zamand\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim dostlarla anl\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar, sar\u0131lmalar, \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 payla\u015fmalar.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131ndan odaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f, hamam-du\u015f, otelden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f, Ad\u0131m Ad\u0131m’\u0131n partisine kat\u0131lmaca…<\/p>\n

Vedala\u015fma, Berkay’la otob\u00fcs beklerken falezlerden uzun uzun engin mavi denize bakmaca.<\/p>\n

Otob\u00fcs. Ertesi sabah Berkay’la Dedetepe \u00c7iftli\u011fi civar\u0131nda “hadi abi, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz”leme, \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rt saat sonra da k\u00f6y, evim.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

“Hayat, biz planlar yaparken ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za gelenlerdir” demi\u015f bi’ bilge. Bunu ak\u0131lda tutmak laz\u0131m. Ve ama, bi’ ba\u015fka bilge de ona \u015f\u00f6yle cevap verebilir misal: “Do\u011fru diyorsun da, hadi gel, bostan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7apalamam\u0131z laz\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat, att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ad\u0131mlar\u0131n bizi nereye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadar, ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ve yolun ta kendisinden al\u0131nan o anl\u0131k doyun\u00e7 ve fark\u0131ndal\u0131k.<\/p>\n

“Koskoca end\u00fcstriyel tar\u0131m sistemine, devasa tohum \u015firketlerine, “modern”in indirgeyici dayatmalar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 ne yap\u0131labilir ki?” sorular\u0131na verilebilecek cevaplardan biri de bu belki de…<\/p>\n

Daha g\u00fczel bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tahayy\u00fcl\u00fc kadar, kendimizi o yola vakfetmek, mesele. “Biz” olmak, ad\u0131mlar beraber atmak.<\/p>\n

Not: Foto\u011fraflar i\u00e7in Bu\u011fday dostu \u00c7a\u011flar \u0130nce’ye \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcrler!<\/strong> <\/p>\n

<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ge\u00e7en kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden\u00a0devam edelim, madem. Not: Foto\u011fraflar i\u00e7in Bu\u011fday dostu \u00c7a\u011flar \u0130nce’ye \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcrler! Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fcne , “Yar\u0131\u015f sabah\u0131 \u015funu yemek, bundan uzak durmak laz\u0131m” uyar\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n bol oldu\u011fu bir kahvalt\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131k. Uyar\u0131lar yerindeydi tabi, ve bendeki\u00a0etkisi bir s\u00fcredir uzak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m-ama … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":377,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[25,33,21,24,32],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/373"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=373"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/373\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":393,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/373\/revisions\/393"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/377"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=373"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=373"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yasasintohumlar.bugday.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=373"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}